Babs (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} no_big_thing) wrote,@ 2005-11-09 21:00:00 |
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I need to figure out my thoughts. I need control over how I feel. I need someone to tell me specifically what is wrong.
Too bad I found the person, but he passed me off to someone else who really doesnt have time for me.
And too bad it seems like my depression sufaces more often.
Too bad I can't survive yearbook, because even when I am on top of the job, I'm still yelled at.
Too bad I suck at school this year.
And too bad, no matter what I do...
I cause pain to the world around me. Because I'm ignorant and a horrible person that no one should even trust.
If only I was allowed to put the knife to my neck and just take it all away... would things get that much better?
I just need to be here to accomplish God's will... no matter the pain.. I'll get trhough this?
Too bad I found the person, but he passed me off to someone else who really doesnt have time for me.
And too bad it seems like my depression sufaces more often.
Too bad I can't survive yearbook, because even when I am on top of the job, I'm still yelled at.
Too bad I suck at school this year.
And too bad, no matter what I do...
I cause pain to the world around me. Because I'm ignorant and a horrible person that no one should even trust.
If only I was allowed to put the knife to my neck and just take it all away... would things get that much better?
I just need to be here to accomplish God's will... no matter the pain.. I'll get trhough this?
